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dun feel too good. not that my world is crashing down on me, like many others, but im just feeling down during this period of time.
studies are not that good. get good grades, but so what? they dont really reflect my abilities. i look at ppl like lawry and yy and kenny, they are the true intelligent ppl, their knowledge isnt confined to just the textbook and the syllabus. I look at ppl like dom, who is just naturally smart, no doubt abt that. then i feel like shit, coz im jsut not there, and good enough.
badminton is total shit. really lousy, every training i feel lousier, i cant raise my game, dont have any drive. really makes me question my decision to join badminton in JC.
its really a case of 一山比一山高.i think im doing ok, some ppl say im doing ok, but when i think abt the above, i just feel really mediocre.
and of course, thats not all. sometimes, ignorance is bliss.
no swear club, anyone?
*edit* this is just to record my thoughts, so i can look back and think about them in the future.
studies are not that good. get good grades, but so what? they dont really reflect my abilities. i look at ppl like lawry and yy and kenny, they are the true intelligent ppl, their knowledge isnt confined to just the textbook and the syllabus. I look at ppl like dom, who is just naturally smart, no doubt abt that. then i feel like shit, coz im jsut not there, and good enough.
badminton is total shit. really lousy, every training i feel lousier, i cant raise my game, dont have any drive. really makes me question my decision to join badminton in JC.
its really a case of 一山比一山高.i think im doing ok, some ppl say im doing ok, but when i think abt the above, i just feel really mediocre.
and of course, thats not all. sometimes, ignorance is bliss.
no swear club, anyone?
*edit* this is just to record my thoughts, so i can look back and think about them in the future.
posted by xian bin at 11:07 PM
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