this love is taking its toll on me

Zzzz JC term 1 is ending, and i cant wait for march holidays. i really need to reorganise my life.
Now its like a mad rush. Go home either play, surf or mug, no time to stop to think. really messy, and its getting uncomfortable...

Stressed, tired, frustrated. JC is a really big change from secondary school. the opposite sex really complicates things. it adds a lot more variables to your life, and yet, the ultimate aim of JC, (A Levels) is much more important than that of secondary school.

It really is a rush, these two years, shortest among all the stages of our education, yet the toughest. Right now, im having second thoughts about the international science thing. I dunno whether i really feel like going. If i go, i would miss damn lot of shit here. Trainings, friends, schoolwork. definitely lose out to others...zzz

JC has many distractions. CCAs, girls, outings, etc etc. as i have said, a lot more variables just complicates things. im getting distracted too. zzzzz i need to concentrate on my studies!

well, i shall jsut go on living my JC life....