OMFG

crossposting this to my blog..

i'm utterly freaked out now!!!

just now i was in the toilet.. washing a rag.. then when i walked into toilet.. a cubicle door when bang shut.. so i was quite suspicious cause there's always people smoking in the toilet.. so i looked at the door thingy to see the shoes.. then the shoes were like pointing to the toilet bowl but there wasn't the sound of peeing.. so i thought of telling the hallmaster that someone was prob smoking in toilet.. but then continued washing the rag cos the eraser dust kena stuck...

then wash, wash, wash.. heard the toilet flush.. but still noone come out.. then heard some sounds.. .. then noone come out.. so i keep washing.. and washing..

THEN! the cubicle door opened. 1 guy came out.. so i kept washing. THEN ANOTHER FREAKING GUY CAME OUT OF THE CUBICLE. and i'm like HOLY SHIT WTFOMGBBQ WTF DID THEY JUST DO IN THERE? ...

-stuns for a while- stares at 2nd guy who walks out - he stares back - he walks out - stuns-

then walk to the cubicle and see cigarettes in the toilet bowl.

so..

were they just smoking? =_=








so freaked out..


anyway back to talking about the growing up topic..

when you are young you aways wanna grow up faster, so you can do everything the adults can, and they can't tell you that we are adults therefore we can do this -_-

but then as you are growing up... u wanna slow the process down.. or not grow up at all..

but then u don't have a choice not to grow up.. u can choose to become immature and try not to grow up.. but that's just so pointless.. and i think growing up has its own pleasures lar.. u can't play in the kid sense [like us playing 3 blind mice -_-] but you can enjoy yourself with friends and do a lot of other stuff.. can go out to more places, play more stuff etc.

and being young isn't much more carefree anyway... i think i rather be more complicated than simple.. it gives depth i think.. i realised here i like to observe people. observe how they talk, how they interact with others. and then i probe and find out how they think...

actually coming here.. i learn really a hell lot. and i'm much more discipline. because i see the chaos that people are getting into and i'm quite determined not to become like them. and i think tt's quite a lot of growth for me..


2 years... will it make a lot of difference? ultimately we'll all get to the same point i guess. but then i just dun want to waste those 2 years.. doing something i don't think i will enjoy.. or excel at.. competitive spirit at work haha.

i dunno... what does the future hold? haha i just hope that no matter how long later we'll still be able to chat and remember that 4M owns =]